Life as a PK... |
First off, i have been saved by the grace of God. The ONLY man who has my heart, besides my daddy! My dad is a pastor (aka PK- pastors kid) but that has very little to do with why i am a follower of christ. Yes i learn so much from him, but it was my decision to stay committed to God. I am a jesus freak :) |
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I mean 6 months
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In 6 weeks ive managed to hurt myself enough to be on crutches twice. #champ
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God I wish I could play slap on the guitar!! Ugh.
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Sleep
I got about 5 hours of sleep last night, for a cripple, that clumsy city right there! :/
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"Can you hear when we call? There were we fall? Standing our backs against the wall At the Top of our lungs how far we’ve come Were pain and love bleed into one All that we need its so bitter sweet The pain that opens our eyes to see Baby when all you see is darkness Coming down now We all need forgiveness Coming round now"
Mat Kearny- Down
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Dont even try to pretend this isnt the cutest thing you’ve ever seen!
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Thanks-ismas.
You know, i love thanksgiving and all, but christmas is just WOW. And no im not talking about presents, im talking about getting out of school! ...just kiddin' so anyways ive been feeling like people forgot so often what those holidays are about. Thanksgiving isnt the food or the break from life, its being thankful, we hear that all the time, but we only ever thank God for the good things or the typicals: family, friends, love, dogs, etc... When we should be thanking for the hard things. The things that make us that much more relient on him! Right? Im not the only one thinking that right?? And then theres christmas... -
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Can i just say that i normally stink worse than my leg did when the cast came off at taking pics…. This is awesome! Of course i couldnt do it again after that… :/
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I found this verse. Im gon think about it an get back to ya!
…..i have a beautiful inheritance! -Psalm 16:6
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Patience…
So i broke my ankle about a month ago, and it was really bad, a big fracture and my fibula and tibia were displaced…etc. Anyways, i had a doctors appt yesterday and was supposed to be taken out of the cast and put into a walking cast or a boot, well i was put into a boot alright. Except it wasnt exactly the boot i was hoping for, its huge and heavy and black and i cant even fit my pants over it (that was a fun night for mom…). Anyways as i was sitting there my doctor was telling me it looked good, and the bone was healing, but (theres always a but) it wasnt healing as fast as he wanted it to, so im sentenced to another month of no walking. As i was driving home i just started balling… Why is God letting this happen? I cant explain my feelings, i mean i was upset, and sad, and for the first time i was kind of angry at God. Like why did you let me get my hopes up and then in a way crush them? And quite honestly i hated that feeling. I didnt want to mad at God. It was probably my fault for walking on my leg a couple times in the first time. ive realized something since then though, ever since i got hurt ive had this verse keep coming up in my head “He must become greater, i must become less” i cant remember where its found though. Anyways, i started looking back at my adittude lately and just reflecting on things, and realized ive been so absorbed with myself and the things around me, and not God. It kinda was a slap in the face of my spiritual life. Im constantly reminded that i need to look to God for EVERYTHING. my strength comes from the Lord, so as a result of all the rambling i just did lol i guess i wanna challenge people to examine your life on a daily basis, make sure your okay with who your putting first! Give yourself to God anew each morning, like the song “cant get over you” by Anthem Lights says “hold me, pull me just a little bit closer…” Stay in the arms of your father! Christ is ALL! -Kaila :)
